Good... ...or bad??

Congrats and major mad props go out to the people in the musical!
SPECTACULAR JOB! BRAVO!

Tonight was a bummer for me though... I never wanted it to be that way... Li, I think I need a chat w/ you.

I am very happy for Lianna & Carl....



...but will I ever find my romance?

Totally, completely, absolutely.......RANDOM!

MOO!

Ya. how's that for random. oh yeah, uber hawt.
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I feel ignored.
by guys and all.

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hm. interesting....

Liana, we're still UbEr HaWt though!!!!

Glimmer of Hope

There's a glimmer, a shimmering shimmer, a glistening glow still left a-gleaming.

The poem, way down there, in a very previous post? yeah, that one. 'Memeber it? Yeah, well the guy who wrote it just invited me to his Eagle Scout graduation thing-a-ma-bob. That's amazing, if you asked me!

...and all this time, I thought I was forgotten by him....

:/ hm...

OK. now that I got the fonts to work....

*ahem*

.....this isn't exactly the hottest thing ever: a former student of OHS, and Mr. Stinson.... dead....gone.... killing self.... suiciding (wha?).... someone that Mr. Stinson called, "thoughtful." I didn't know Kevin Kelso, but just the thought of someone committing suicide by hanging at a public park is depressing. As Mr. Stinson said, It's sad. To many people, I'm sure, he is meaningful. And why I am so sensitive to it, I have yet to figure out. Sensitivity... grr.... I hate it. with a passion... of love... I care for so many people, practically the world.... and it still gets me sometimes.... I need a bumper sticker that says, "I cry for other people." lol. What a loser.

*clears throat again*

~*on a happier note*~~
MOO!

lol...

eh, today was pretty good, except when my face was bright red and dark purple from gym.... ...that still befuddles me..... Zach and I got most of our project done, even though I have yet to put the finishing touches on it... and Zach is really overwhelmed and stressed about it... He was yelling at me-ish, and getting pretty frustrated with me on the phone because I am a helpless little soul who is controlled by the dictating gymnastics... yea, he was pretty ticked off at me, and I hope he's not like that tomorrow. Gawd, being dense is so hard.

Third hour was stupid, as usual, and too easy.... we presented mini-projects that the Nazi gave us, and yea. mleh. :O yay... messing with smileys....

:Q ... this one's sleeping... or drunk. :Y that one's a duck. or chatterbox.... shut that yammering skullcase why don't ya! Gawd, smileys these days... *shakes head* lol.

Okay, well I have to get back to work..... or Zach will murder me.

toodles!

UbEr HaWt

What's uber hawt? I'm UbEr HaWt! Gawd, I'm so happy! I made Wind Ensemble! Not happy about that, I knew I would make it, just happy that success is right around the corner when you determine yourself to do something and don't expect anything to be received from it. It's great feeling happy and on a high.... Zach got to come over today to work on an English project, and now I'm even happier because we got a lot done! There's nothing really exciting going on other than that...... I guess...

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....................................I still feel UbEr HaWt.... :)

oh, you are Hilary, you are!

I'm so conceited right now.... oooh so conceited.

...can we say EGO? E-G-O. Yay! What an ego-infested nerd. w00t.






....UbEr HaWt.....

Take a look at what lurks beneath.....

“The Greeks were the first people in the world to recognize clearly a great contradiction of human affairs, namely that ugliness inevitably coexists with beauty. In order to appreciate and embrace the good, they realized, one must accept, confront, and deal with the bad.“

~What a wonderful thing to come across while researching! The truth of that there above..... wow.... I can say the same!

And now, here's a song!

High of 75 - Relient K
We were talking together,
I said what's up with this weather,
don't know whether or not,
how sad I just got,
on my own volition
or if I'm just missin' the sun.

And tomorrow, I know, will be rainy at best,
and the forecast, I know, is that I'll be depressed,
but I'll wait outside,
hopin' that I'll catch side of the sun.

On and off,
the clouds have fought,
their control over the sky.
And lately the weather
has been so bipolar
and consequently, so have I.

And now I'm sunny with a high of 75
cuz you took my heavy heart
and made it light.
It's funny how you find
you enjoy your life
when you're happy to be alive.

The temp'rature is freezing,
and then after dark,
there's a cold front sweeping,
in over my heart,
and we might break up,
if I don't wake up to the sun.

On and off
the clouds have fought
their control over the sky.
and lately the weather,
has been so bipolar
and consequently, so have I

And now I'm sunny with a high of 75,
cuz you took my heavy heart
and made it light
it's funny how you find
you enjoy your life
when you're happy to be alive

Sunny with a high of 75
cuz you took my heavy heart
and made it light
it's funny how you find
you enjoy your life
when you're happy to be alive.

wow.

Wow. I just realized how depressing and stuff this was...

amazing how a mental breakdown does that to you.....

Well, yeah, um, things aren't going so hot, and um this blogger makes me sound even more bipolar..... i'm not, don't worry.

Well, english papers call my name and zach doesn't so....

I guess I should do that before I burst into tears again....

Li, I don't know what to do anymore. *tears*

Oooh my brother's 6 years old today! :)