How wonderful life is. . .

I <3 Him!!!
and it's not the "him" I've been so melodramatically speaking about.

To Malcom. . . I dedicate this song!

All my hopes and dreams inside
Visions lurk behind my eyes
Something new behind it grows
And you smile as my heart knows
To be another still with you
I'm the one that loved you through
But I’m still nothing next to you
I'm still nothing next to you

What I’ve seen and where I've been
What's breaking out and breaking in
Who I love and I despise
Melting into compromise
How I’ve changed and how I’ve learned
Becoming less becoming more
And I’m still nothing next to you
I'm still nothing next to you

The sickness my mind's battled long
The center of my every song
The beauty of my voice it fades
Into a spiritual cascade
Flowing form your perfect smile
I've avoided all the while
But I’m still nothing next to you
I'm still nothing next to you

All the future seems unclear
Never moving never near
But you hold me as I scream
Wake me from my wicked dream
Something out there waits for me
Hand in hand we wait for it
But I’m still nothing next to you
I'm still nothing without to you

And the wonder of it all is I’m still standing
And the wonder of it all is we're still standing
Never planned it
And I wonder where I’ll be next year

Will you stand right next to me?
Will you hold me faithfully?
Should i question all these things?
What makes me so deserving
Of something that I’ve thrown away
Coming back for me today
When I’m still nothing next to you
I'm still nothing next to you

Hearts are broken just to mend
When will my brokenness end?
Lending my mind to dreams it seems
Some things are never meant to be
But faith it lingers as I die
Inside surrendering I cry
I'm still nothing next to you
I'm still nothing without you

Time is a broken dream
Time is and endless change
Time is and offering
Time has and endless sting
Time has a world to bring
Time, it's a broken dream
Mended while lovers sing

And the wonder of it all is I’m still standing
And the wonder of it all is we're still standing
Never planned it
And I wonder where I’ll be next year

Yea. . .

and this song lyric:
I love the way that your face turns to a smile, and I can't take it.

WE SAW A SHOOTING STAR TOGETHER.
I'm so happy...

My contented finale is finally, at last, becoming a truth, a reality!

2 dAyS!

OMG 2 DAYS UNTIL FALL FRENZY!! w/ Josh . . . ::he's just so aMaZiNg!::
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. . . . . . . and everyday, things are better
. . . . . . . and everyday, things are looking more positive
. . . . . . . and everyday, things are even more perfect

. . . . . . . and to know, it's because you made everything so sPLenDiD.
It's unbelieveable.

I'm just waiting, hanging on to see. . .
is this real, or just another one of those fairy-tale fantasies?

I don't think it is. . . . :-)
Thank God and Praise Him! PRAISE THE LORD.

Life is perfect. . . on a cloud

**beams** Wow. I'm so happy right now.

Josh is quite possibly the sweetest person on the face of the earth.

. . .
He actually cares about me!
. . .
And he stays by my side at all times. . .
. . .
He's definitely my prince, my knight in shining armor.
. . .
And guess what?!
. . .
He said I was his princess. LoL.

But he's still more awesome! :-)

It's a bird. . . It's a plane. . . No, it's a . . . DaTe tO FaLL FrEnZiE!

OH MY GOSH GUYS!

I NEVER THOUGHT IT COULD BE POSSIBLE BUT I HAVE A DATE!

WoW. I'm going with none other than the one, the only,the Malcom. . .
JOSH REIFSTECK!

**beams** I'm excited. w00t w00t.

We've been talking so much lately, and if you want, go read my xanga, FaintWhispersGodsCalling.

Right now, I just want to say that I'm floating on a cloud. . . with Josh of course. (according to him)

I can't wait for 5 days from now.
Love you you all.

HaPpY?

Wow. I mean, wOw.

He really said that I am loved.
I mean, he said, "YOU ARE LOVED!!"
. . . just like that.

And after I told him how we almost moved to his home state 8 years ago he says,
"But then we would have never have met!"

WoW.

And then, he asks if I want to go to the DC*B concert.

He was cute this past weekend.....