Too Much Wackazany

We won our football game Friday night!
I love being in marching band... you get to scream until you have no more oxygen left.It was such a close game. In the end, we prevailed....

And we shall prevail again next Friday for our homecoming game.

We had a build day yesterday, too, and it was pretty fun. Me, Proseck, Farley, Zandrea, Yessi, M!DizzL3, and somewhat Jared and Erin organized the prop room. I feel a sense of accomplishment because the room went from EXCESSIVELY MESSY to SPOTLESS and I helped organize it. A HUGE CHUNK of the room. Especially all of the lamps and glassware and swords and stuff. It was hawt. We dumped the trash and then it started to pour and we took a moment to all dance in the rain as a drama group. Then I went downstairs and Nick and I went on a "walking lunch break" and talked about his "poker game" in the cafeteria. Then he came up with a song right on the spot, and it was beautiful and I wish that there was someone there to hear it.

HuZZaH!

Friday was a good day. I woke up, and I wanted to go to school.
And then we had vocal jazz, then marching band and I love Mr. Barsch....

At rehearsal, he was talking about music and how someone can pour their whole life into a three minute song. And when we have to say goodbye to someone we love, we're not going to want to hug them, we're going to want to embrace them.... and we'll think of "Embracable You"... and when it comes to the time when we have to say goodbye to someone we may not want to say goodbye to, we'll think of "I'll Be Seeing You." And we won't forget them.

It made me choke up a bit. And I was fighting back the tears, but I couldn't... I couldn't at all.
I don't wanna say goodbye, I don't wanna.
I really don't. I'm going to miss these people so much. I'm going to miss you, Carl, and you, Emily Dunne, and you, Emily Steele, and you, Brendan, and you, Jess, and you, Erin, and you, Bryan, and you, Becky, and you, Danelle, and you, Emily Dabney, and you, Clayton, and you, Josh, my love, and everyone else that I haven't mentioned...

I don't want to face reality, right now, that they will go on with their lives, and go to college and have families and I'll probably never get to see any of them again...I'm happy just where I'm at right here, with us around each other.

This year will be a sad goodbye.

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Awww... I love you guys.