To Apathetic to Care about a Title

Things are beginning to get rocky again. . . with everything. . . my goodness, why can't humans just leave things alone. . .

It's making me sad, melancholy, and I really am starting to wonder: is it really worth for all that it is?? Of course, and those you fall madly in love with --who says the path isn't rocky? ::sigh:: if only, if only. . .

I love every minute we're together--then I am reminded-- we're merely friends. The wonderous days are in the past. This is the PRESENT. It will never be. Ever. Every moment I spend with " ", I treasure. But I ponder, does " " feel the same?? Who knows. To lose " " would be by biggest enemy, my pain, my loss. And " ". I love " ", I really do. But nothing will ever be fine. Never. I just want to hold " " forever in my arms and be lost in a world where nothing matters anymore. Yes. So it will be done. We'll be okay... It's moving along. . . the only way to improvement is to take it step by step, slowly walking, holding hands, using the buddy-system. . . baby steps, baby steps. . . Woah, be careful! Don't fall. . . Here let me help you up. . .

Don't forget me God, I'm still here! I know, it's selfish. I can't stand selfishness.

It's a difficult road to travel, but I'm willing to sacrifice my comfort. Love is a strong word that people toss around uselessly. . . I am not one of those people.

~Anonymous~