And I thought it was goodbye...

I was wrong...

I thought it was going to be the last time...
I guess we're not over yet.

And I love it that way.
Let's remain this way forever.

Lord, I don't deserve this. Lord, help me keep a level head.

~ Take Me ~

Hawk Nelson

Can you hear me?
Does anyone around me,
Feel the way that I feel now?
'Cuz from the window where I sometimes cry,
I just wanna see your face tonight;
And I'm willing to lose everything I am.

'Cuz I need you more than ever,
I need you 'round to find where I've been going wrong so far...

Take me under your wings tonight,
Make me so perfect in your eyes.
Hold on 'cuz it'll be alright,
You're not alone.

When you're near me,
I feel like I just found me,
In the traces of the boy from yesterday.
But in a world that is so black and white,
I will take this step to change my life,
And I won't be coming back to here again.

And I need your loving hand to guide me,
Through the maze of all the things inside me.
And then I know that I'm alright.

'Cuz I need you more than ever,
I need you 'round to find where I've been going wrong so far...

Take me under your wing tonight,
Make me so perfect in your eyes.
Hold on 'cuz it'll be alright,
You're not alone.

Please help me get from worse to better,
Before these tears soak through this lonely sweater,
And let me know that I'm alright.
I still have one strike of this match left,
And I'm holding on to my last breath.
And it's getting a little dark around to see here...

Take me under your wing tonight,
Make me so perfect in your eyes.
Hold on 'cuz it'll be alright,
You're not alone.

Take me...
Under your wing tonight,
Make me so perfect in your eyes.
Hold on 'cuz it'll be alright,
You're not alone.

And you'll be here, forever.
Forever, you'll stay.
And your promise to love me;
You'll love me always.

Ohh...
You'll love me for always.
You're loving for always.
Always...

I hope you'll love me always, because I know that I'll always love you.
*sigh*

How many strikes does it take for me to realize that he's not going anywhere?
X.x

I love you, boy. More than you'd ever know.