What a way to start the week!

Well, I was happier until I found out about the 28 on my ACT.

Schmeh.

At least I'm going to get into college.
Maybe I'll take it a fourth and fifth time.
Maybe I'll get a better score.

Maybe I was right.
School really ain't my thing.

...

And I'm going to marry the valedictorian of Oswego East's first senior class someday.
Psh.

I feel inadequate.
Typing a paper,
~Hilary

Oh, and yesterday's picnic on the hill was one of those times where I didn't want to be with anyone else except those people. I enjoyed myself.

Seeing a shooting star last night made me fall in love with where I was at.
I didn't want to move.
I didn't want to leave.

Time stood still, frozen and unmoving.
It made me forget the world.
It made me forget I have a paper due.
Or that Asia's in Heaven now.
Or even that my birthday's in 9 days.

It made me forget.
I forgot everything unfolded in the past two days.
The past two weeks.
The past two months...

I forgot my sadness and my fears.
My regrets and my frustration.

For once in a long time,
I just laid there,
And soaked up the time.

And I didn't have to be with Josh.
Or my family.

I just got to be with my friends.

For one more time in my life,
I just wanted to stay in that very spot.

...

...For the rest of my life.