Lonely, I'm so lonely!

Sorry folks, about the post below. . . I was just venting, and everything is cooler than ice. . . so just forget about it, alright???

I'm not sure what's been up with me lately, I've been melancholy, but that's overreaction along with overstatement, so don't worry about it. . .

Today, I was reading through some stuff, like old AIM/msn convos and crapola, and I came across this blurb from one of my friends' Xangas. . . Something I had saved because I really had liked it. . .

Sitting on your bed in the middle of the night staring up at the stars and listening to your favorite song can make you feel so small...just looking at the stars, how they light, how many there are and thinking about how far away they are...just makes you feel so unimportant. you realize how many people they’re are in the world and how you’ll never meet half of them...how the fact that I’m a girl going to school in OEHS doesn’t matter to almost all of them, just makes you feel alone.

It's just some honest to goodness feelings. . . everyone thinks. . . don't deny it. . .I guess I feel lonely right now. . . I feel far away, distant from all, especially God. . . I want to take acceptance and drive a knife through it and murder it. . . High school is so full of melodramatic madness and worries. . . acceptance is just something we could do without. The acceptance factor should be shot and beaten. . . it should become a martyr of the world, Satan, and evil.

Okay, and this post was a vent too. So here's a disclaimer:: ThIs bLoG iS uSeD tO oVeReXaGgErAte ThInGs aNd tO LeT tHiNgS oUt oF mY sYsTeM. . . wItHoUt tHiS bLoG oR mY xAnGa, i tHiNk mY hEaD wOuLd eXpLoDe 3 tImEs OvEr. . .

EnJoY. . . eNtEr aT oWn rIsK. . .