Hoy...

...today...

...was...

...humiliating...
...lonely...
...frustrating...
...off...

...but it wasn't bad...

I don't know what's been up for the past couple of weeks, but I've been struggling, kind of.

I don't understand so many things.
I want to learn more.

I've been waiting, though.
And I'm getting VERY impatient...

When is something ever going to come naturally to me???
I look around and see so many talented people that make life just look so easy!

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*cough*

...

...and there I go again...
...one more time...
...once more...

...selling myself short.
...being selfish.
...being full of pity.
...being downright distasteful.

No one ever wants to hear complaints.

I'm pausing.

Let's have a deep breath.
Breathe in,
Breathe out.

...

Feel better yet???

...

I hope I do soon.

I'm really not in all that bad of a mood.
~* <3>